another damn nite

what the hell is goin on with me..im damn confused with my life..myself indeed.. basically, i do not know what i want in life..when u badly want sth, u strive for it..then another pass by, you want that too but u can't have both..then came the third, u want that too..it's not greed but i dunno what is the feeling..it's totally crap and bull..so, bein confused in life is the worst thing to happen..it's like watching ally just now.. -it goes like this, "when i talk, i feel, then confused, then sad,then hurts, then bald.."..normally life is like that..so the magic is not to think a lot..just go with the flow..from now, im gonna try to take care what i possess before nothing's left for me..hehe..crap n bull from arien..hehe..fiaba